Life Sucks~ Liking someone must be bullied isit!!? Disturbed by Elson, WeiMing,Bernard,Seok Young,Min young....It really make me break my heart...Got shred once, now its shredded completely...Just cried...was bearing until my heart hurt till so much i broke down and cry...Jesus,Hear my prayer...Please let me leave this World and go to your kingdom...This world is a heartbreaking world.......Any way...Soon i will be giving her up and i will end my life in just a click, never gonna be recarnated....World sucks,life sucks,friends sucks & last but not least...the girl i like SUCKS the most...So gonna break down and cry...3/4 of my heart is disappearing and soon the 1/4 would be ripped by everyone from YISS....So may suffer depression,Lost of mood and loss of friends...Im sorry to those innocent friends of mine...I cannot control it any longer....
Finally...I have decided....To give her up....Unless if I still have the guts to change my mind...But during this point of time...My heart is completely shattered, ripped by many evil demons who wants to break us apart...So, Im sorry for giving her up this point of time...I hope i still have the courage to be with you... So, I will be deleting all my great memories of us together...GoodBye~...
Hiie guys...The gal i like just told miie i should give up........WHat should miie do?? Me now damn sad...Breaking down to bits and heart like shredding me into pieces...........(to Be continued)
Hiie dudes...Its me,Joevenn,Hiax....Now miie friend Bernard also like the girl i like...What should I do?Guys please tell miie...Should I continue to like her or i should simply give her up...2day, at school,many girls came to me and siad ''Joevenn,Bernard like -------, you jealous anot?'' I told them i wasn't but in miie heart,i felt like crying...Fcuk! And bernard then keep telling me this whole week,'' I love ------, i want to fcuk her'' I was like '' Jibai, Wan kao bei with me i break your fcuking fingers...Barstard'' i ask some of them in my class should i give her up or to be with her...Serene,Elson,WeiMing,EugeneMui,Rachael,Chinyan,QingLing said continue to like her and win her heart...But can I do it!!? I was in the bus with Serene and she told me to tell her personally that i like her and don't use SMS to tell her...I couldn't!! I like became an total idiot when im beside her...I dun dare do anything but to pull her hair...That's why i called myself a total idiot!! So, whoevers reading, tell me what i should do...T_T
I, Joevenn Ng, declare that i am nothing but a useless,moronic piece of junk! Even Bernard & Darren is much better than me...Im nothing but a useless asshole!! This declaration will stand with this anthem:
crap...Now she knows what i wrote...What should i do?? Ahhhh!!! Can't take it anymore~!!! Feel like crying but tear couldn't come out!!AHHHHHHH........Hope she doesn't get mad at me....What i've done is simply only an idiot,moron,useless guy would do!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH
Pussy cat:
Ever Since Pri 6, I liked this girl and now,we are in the same secondary school...Isit any wrong to like a girl...Well...You guys should have at least someone you fell in love with during school years.But in this YISS,1E3, everyone has been making weird noises when the girl im in love with walks past our class...Weiming,Zigui=They are the ones who has been making fun of me and screaming to her that i like her non-stop...I dunno how she feels but deep down in my heart, i feel very embarrassed and started chasing after them and told them not to say it but they insisted on mocking me.So? I like her, will it cause a chaos to the world? I hope she will give me a chance to be with her...I really do like her...Or maybe the fact i love her...I dun like her because of her beauty....Beauty is only skin deep,I like her because shes kind,generous,caring,funny & smart...But how can I compare to the others who like her...Look,Im nothing but useless,I know that im stupid,clumsy,irratating,not good in sports. How can I compare to the other boys who like her...They got talent...Well, I dun have!!! I know if she be with me, i think we won't even last an hour...I NOT EVEN FIT TO BE WITH HER...Look at her talents : Play music,play basketball,run,playing games,using blog and all that stuff,good in singing & dancing!! Im not even good in any of those!!! All i know im not suitable to be with her...Dreams will be nightmare, friends would soon be enermy & Love will never be found in my life again...
Yo watssup!! Sorry arrh, old blog got hacked by my tution friend,so me just created a new blog...So im going to start with a different story...By the way, just watch Mr Bean's Holiday...It's so cool & wats more,FUNNY!! I went with Zi gui,Teresa,Ding Chao,WenJun & of course,ME! We went together with Serene's group.Serene's group: YanBing,Hasyimah,Lisa,Rachael,Min Young & Seok Young(B.B.Q Pau)...We were watching and during that time,we started throwing popcorn at people and act like nothing happened,but of course, after the movie,in the theatre,we threw the bottle at people and the popcorn box at others..After that we went to play arcade...And there was a sweet machine.Me,Tere,DingChao went to play and won many Sweets!! But now you guys know that we had such a great time and of course with my dear friends!!! Well...Thats all i can sae lo...Bye~! Hey, If you dun know my hotmail,here it is! joevenn@hotmail.com.